who am i ??

today. .
for the umpteenth time I am awake. .
thinking of something similar. . The same as the previous day. .
I hate .. I'm sick ..
I feel like crying .. because this all
I want to run out of this problem ..
do you understand what I mean? maybe not ..


do you ever feel afraid, afraid of losing like this feeling?
look at me .. !
in your eyes I am strong but look into .. I'm fragile
who she is always there behind you?
who they are always around you?
those who understand more about yourself

I felt like a nobody ..
I am nothing ..
I'm only a stupid girl who always fooled by them
there is still much better
there is still much better than me